Sunday, April 08, 2007
Allot of down fall in my life lately, Sekola, job, future, family,i'm getting fat... i've lost my packs, shit got to train again...5Kg of extra fats... wakakaka...
i have allot of things in my mind right now.. things that need to be done.. been thinking, pikiran,
daydreaming.. where am i going.. where do i see my self in two years ?? 5 years?? may be 10 years time?? It's a bit blur...
I failed. 11:11 PM
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Monday, February 05, 2007
Ok now lets look at where i'm going......
-Cash running low
- saving..ok tk nak kacau..
-about a year my Parents da tk kasi aku duit lagi ( bagus jugak belaja berdikari)
-baru berhenti kerje
-cari kerje baru nati in the morning
-feb 2007 sak.. cepat nye
-weight pun da turun
-pikir pasal sekola
-still pikirkan nk register to work for a uniform group or not...
-carik girlfriend... tk payah la.. tengok kawan2 aku yg couple2... then break up then sedih... nangis.. banyak tk kekal je.. muhahaha... kelaka jugak.. then dengar la lagu2 sedih.. then cry some more.. cik kak n cik abg.. dari pade kau mateair2.. tu yg baru- baru tu, yg asik tuka- tuka pasangan tu, yg selalu besar kan ooo tk leh keluar ah bro.. i'm out with my girl/ boy.. what the fuck.. iye la... mateair lagi importain pe.. then da break baru carik kawan2..
oh ya.. you know your friends lagi lame from yr partner.. sape lagi importain..
- but yg da lame couple2 tu lain pulak perangai dia org.. ade.. understanding.. tahu pulak bagi mase with friends n family...tapi tk ramai macam tu.. haiz. malas aku nk layan bende ni...
One more thing kalau la..if si other pasangan tu kate kan la.. perempuan... then she happen to be one of my close friend.. but she's your girlfriend...macam mane... 1 st she's yr girlfriend bukan tunang kau.. n bukan bini kau..i know a few friends.. yg da kawin... dia org cakap.. bile kau da nk kawin.. si gadis2.. ni terpakse buang kawan lelaki (tk contact lagi, if terserempak tu ker ade event ker tu lain la) .. pasal nk jage hati si laki dia.. ini pasal dia da kawin bodoh.. yg kau dgn dia belom kawin bodoh.. tunang pun belom.. aku tahu la limit aku as a friend.. bukan nye aku pegang2 dia.. aku pun tk de hati kat dia... dia setakat kawan aku je.. ala mak.. darah aku naik siol... macam sial..
Tapi tk pa.. aku understand.. da macam2 org aku jumpe.. macam2 perangai... macam2 kerje.. macam cerite n macam2 advice aku dengar..
----Happy la selalu------ plan what u want to achive ------- do------- think------ live in the present--- doa---
I failed. 3:29 AM
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Sunday, December 31, 2006
It’s that time of year again. Last day of 2006.
I made a mistake and mistakes are meant to be learnt. I made a mistake of entering Poly. Is not that don’t want to, but how to say this... wrong timing is the correct word.
Hati tak tenang kate kan, a lot of thing i have to do first because this things will really have a great impact in my life and my future, before i continue to start studying again. That mistake cos me a lot of my time and money.
When choosing a career be really sure of what u yourself really one, the things that u really like to do for the rest of your life, yr dreams and go for it and don’t look back. But before that buat some research dulu, jagan terjun membute and nak kene ade plan B and C, if things dont work out kate kan.
Family is the most important thing, there are there when u’re down and they will always be there to support u.
Knowing who is your friend and who will always be there when u're inneed, (importain) nak kene tahu sape sebernarnye kawan kite yg rapat.
Banyak bender yg aku dapat belaja in the year 2006. Makain tua kate kan. Like my friend always said to me.. ingat Nazir da 21, fiker betol- betol ape yg kau nak buat.
Things that I did during 2006
Work as a kitchen helper, tolong masak for orang kawin, belaja masak, fixing computer ,Graduated from ITE, Entering Poly(TP), Deferment of Poly, A lot of new friends, working night shift, was paid very high for a 2 hours job, went to KL and Melaka with some friends, the first time I did not sleep for 3 straight days, still single… belom jumpe de yg sesuai actually ade but wating for the right time may be in next year muhahah….and a lot more which I cant recall.
2006 was a turning point
I failed. 4:32 AM
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Why am I feeling so alone? This kind of feeling is killing me. Where is everyone, everyone that I know, they seemed to drift further apart? Busy with what ever they are doing, trying to achieve their goals in life. No time to have a gathering or what so ever. And they always say that see you guys at the reunion. You wan ner what!!! that f***ing reunion thing is on 10/10/2010.
Problems:
1) Boyfriend girlfriend more important from gathering with old friend. ( come on la mateair kau jumpe selalu ape.. ape tk leh berkorban pe jumpe budak2 lame. Lagi pun kornag kenal lagi lame ape friends dari mateair. Friends who grow and study with you..besar kan matair rabak sak ape ni..( eh sorry ah aku tk leh aku keluar dgn mateair aku ah)
2) School another problem. Eh Saturday Sunday sekola eh… baru aku tahu.
3) If nk kelaur ade gathering, yg muke same, je yg nampak, the same faces over and over again. Yg lain mane??? Batang hidung pun tk nampak. Nak tunggu raye.??
4) Then eh dia tk datang aku pun tk nk datang ah.. (Tk de members katekan)
5) This group tk leh mix with group then tk datang.
6) Guys and girls.. aku pun sekola, aku pun ade exam.. paham2. ake la….
I failed. 1:22 AM
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